Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Sakit euyyyy


Feeling bad today...headache and my nose is block.
Yesterday night went out to bugils meet up with a friend from Belgium. What a terrible story happened to him.He is from the haves so after one and half year fighting in the court, he can finally meet with his kids.
I bring with me also one of my friend, who is facing her divorce now.
They discussed together what they can get and they can loose in the court.
I am thinking about this life...Life is not complicated but it is not easy, Did you ever know what happened today when you just got married??Life was so full love and now changing to the anger and become enemy to each other.
We always make a joke when we come up to the lift and there is a picture of newlywed, I dont know what does it come from but we always say..we want to see you in the next 5 years, are you still going to laugh like this or you are full of bullshit???
My self, if you asking me, what am looking for in the marriage life? I completly dont know how to answer it!!!! I miss my bachelor life, I miss to stay at my mum's house..I miss to be alone, I miss to spend my weekend just only hiding in my room...
But cest la vie..la vie est mysteriouse...Cest tres difficile..
Well, friends just fight for your happiness..
Today, I am still calling for sick, I feel so hard to work..malas!!!!!!
Thinking about holiday in London..hhmm would it be very nice.I wish could come back there..walking in hyde park, take some break in covent garden and dinner in china town..also visiting him.
heeyy girl wake up please..get back to work. Tonite I will stay home and get a rest,dont wanna go out again,save my money for menado...

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