WHY


Damn, I remember him today.....MERDE

Always cheers

Dutch giant ladies

Julie,Peggy and me

wow look at this..my idol

PASSION FRUIT......(?)

Went to Erasmus to see the Dutch Film with peggy and Selma, was nice movie but a bit over,hope I didnt find a friend like her...ben je gek Monica....

Then we went for dinner, I chosed the place, and the winner is Cazbar...

before step out from the car, I saw someone who sitting close to the window, who is he??Merde...C'est Lui....

Then I pretended not to see him and ring pring my mobile ringing..one text..from him? I guess yes, and it was..and after some stupid text, I looked at behind me, I saw him and I approached and kiss him twice...merde..merde.....

Why??? I know he is so strange, jelek, botak, but why???

So I lost my appetite for erwten soup and also my patat....

But I was happy because I dressed so natural and that was me...really was me..

but another but....he was with a chinese girl.....hahhahahah c'est pas bien...

I really dont care about him actually but that spark is still there and I miss it a lot.

see..when you plan to see someone..you couldn't find him but by quoinsidance ...thats why listen to your mama..

always dress nice, you never know who will you meet there....

F BAR

Ngatuuuuukkkkkkkkkkkkk

We went ( again?) last night to F Bar, Julie arranged something with her church for charity...Bravo Julie..We are very proud of you....

Then we were very childish and acted like a kid...we saw Ari Wibowo...oh my god. Thanks God for your beautiful creature...

Ended up in Bugils, but still no frikandel...merder...

Here are some pix...

RETIRED..PENSIOUN...PENGANGGURAN

After spent one week in Bali, I finally decided to resign from my work. It was really difficult for the first time but after so many times discussed and suffered, I said..Now..its the right time.

So I send my resign letter to marc, and no fianl decision from him yet.

After 3 days home, I really enjoyed my time, went to the gym, take some times there, and back home,play with my kids.

I want to make a new budget since I lost my income..hehheheh..THATS IMPORTANT THINGS BABE!!!!!

I enjoy a lot also my time, I dont contack any friends since back from bali, I think I should try to be more "hard nose" for people around me..I try to forget about Maya,Imas and some other friends..I mean not forget them but I just trying to be more focus with my life,family and my goals.

Hopefully I can manage it well....

BAD DAY


Went to the office and something happened to my colleague so I went with her to the hospital.
Then I join my groups in Dapur sunda for having lunch, I saw Imas there but you know..I lost my feeeling to her since she is too passive and no initiative as a friend ( thats what she called) and after a few times rejected me. Then I sit in the middle, Stientje is starting to yell at me with a joke, but maybe because I was not in a good mood, so I am bit sensitive but I had to overcome my feeling, and I tried to compromise and dealing with the situation.
And later Imas come with her "special" menu, I teased her, waduh...how come you still have such a menu like that since you married to expatriate ..frankly..I only pointed that words to someone ..but now I realized..it is not really my business..they can have what they want..thats what I learned again today.

But about Imas and me, I actually really like her, she is a nice girl but sometime I was tired to see her because she never call me, never text me for saying hi or how are you?....we texted to

each other for coffee or when she is bored at home...am I wrong? or did I ask too much as a friend??

I never know her, she never told me what is she doing, what is going to do??

really...its a bit strange...I can understand if we live apart but come on dong ahh we live just 15 minutes away to each other...

Maybe I was to easy person and Etty right, she said I shouldnt give a damn to other people , I only need to think my family, myself and my works..

The worst things are, I asked 2 or 3 times to Imas, to arrange my kids to play with her kids...and you know what she said...

I will ask Albert, I can understand it but could you find please a smoother words than that..

F@#$....I I feel rejected by my own friend..that was really offended me...

Anyway, I still have to learn a lot of things and I am also a human..thats why I said, I really need a friend now...God..yes that is my trully friend...