Threesome

diving team from IQ

titanic

Occupee

Went to Sanghyang Island again for diving last week, this stime I went with new group from IQ..was great maybe because I was so confident so I can controlled my buoyancy perfectly!.

I saw some turtles and a lot of nudibranches and some other creatures.

Cest Parfait!

The people are also nice ..

I saw Yusuf with his "profesional"camera, it made me a bit ....oohhh...but when he came to the surface, I asked him, how many pictures he took..and what he said..NOTHING!

hahahhaa, he just bought that camera so he still had some troubles to use it because he can not control his buoyancy.

I commit my self that I really want to do this as a serious hobby.

now...u need to do

1. SAVING YOUR MONEY..NEED TO BUY CAMERA,BCD AND REGULATOR

2. KEEP YOUR HEALTHY LIFE

3. READ MANY MORE BOOK

Yes Sir, I will think about that...

MERDER

Tired..yesterday Marc, had a meeting with me from 12 till 5.30 oh la la...

but it was exciting even a bit tired.

I am quite happy now with my job, and I will try to give my best to him.

Today I am so weak, feeling sick but I still need to finish some files and also want to bring Luisa for casting...she is a nice girl, very cute and beautiful...Thanks God for giving me such a nice daughter..

My head is gettin relax and also I just bought some books..ACTUALLY MERDER ( OH LALA ) AND SHADOW DIVERS..nice...

time to get back work....poutant!

Friday I am in love

Thats what my friend "CURE" said but myself ........empty!

I got appoinment for tonite with some old friends from my university..Ronny and Eric..

I went back to the gym this week, need to lose some more weight and watch my food.

Today is HOT, TIRED,EMPTY and EMPTY!!!

Evelyne and me in Brisbane

Listening to my 'ColdPlay' this morning when I woke up, my mobile showed me one message with unfamiliar number...what this early morning...
then I got a miss call from Evelyne..Very sad, she found out that her husband cheated on her..
I dont know what should I do, but I feel also her pain, her tears and her feeling so down.
I am worry about her....be strong sis...
Actually, I am also confused about the love..why people should lie about their feeling, I know also its not very easy to be honest..(with me?) yes marriage life is not easy...
But what should we do? we should try to pretend to be happy stand next to our couple? or we just hang on for the kids? where is the happiness? many people said that happiness is coming from your self..if you have fought for it and still couldnt find it...what should you do..
Is somebody can explain me what is the meaning of love..Merder! why it still coming into my heart where I know I cant reach it..
I always wake up with strange feeling to him, why I called it strange...because I feel it so strong and I dont know what I have to tell about it, this world is so big and I just have two feet, should I fight for my happiness? what about people who live around me? I am tired... miss u Ian

And the hardest part was letting go,
not taking part was the hardest part
And the strangest thing was waiting for that bell to ring it was the strangest start
I could feel it go down, and its sweet
I could taste in my mouth Silver lining in the cloud
Oh and I I wish that I could work it out
And the hardest part was letting go not taking part you really broke my heart,
oh And I tried to sing but I couldn't think of anything
And that was the hardest part Ohh, I could feel it go down,
you left the sweetest taste in my mouth
That silver lining in the cloud
Oh and I Oh and I
I wonder what it's all about I wonder what it's all about
Everything I know is wrong
Everything I do it just comes undone
and Everything is torn apart Oh,
and it's the hardest part That's the hardest part Yea that's the hardest part
That's the hardest part..

Thanks to Christ Martin who wrote this beautiful lyrics

his pics..very nice

He sent me some underwater pics, you know what, he said that he went to Tulamben for diving, and he got some pictures of sharks...
I believe that we've seen the same sharks, If I knew it, I will send my letter and put it in his "fins" then "he" will gill give it to him...poutant Shark, you should tell him that you met me down there also...and tell him that I was looking for him even in underwater world :-(
Why you kept silence Sharks....tell him you ever met a stupid woman who was going to scream when she saw you there..and grabbed her dumb buddy just to poin out of you..
You should sign him and tell him I miss him !!!!!!Shark ruk khan...I wish I was a shark

The moment I am waiting for is..praying, I can called his name and send my regards to My best friend Jesus, I am sure He will pass it to him...take care of him Lord..miss him terribly

BONNE ANNEE

Hi my blog, how are you? long time no see you buddy
I just back from S'pore, was great. I did walking a lot and of course shopping.
You know when I went to great world city I met Dave, what?? yup..
But thats not make me happpy..but something which really made me blast for this christmas is .....
HE TEXTED ME....Yippppiiieeeeeeeeeeee
I thanks God for that..really..I smiled from ear to ear,even its only a few words for wishing me merry christmas, but I really happy for that..Damn so stupid I am!!
And I got his email..that made me shiver when I replied him...
I think I am not dare to see him or even to think about him, this make so frightenen..
Just pray for him"hope he is always ok in his Hand" sounds so cliche but its true, what else I can expect? Nothing, even I always miss him, every single night.
Yesterday was my mom's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM, I WISH YOU A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
Hope this year everyone,everything will be more ok, smooth and good..and of course healthy in 2006.
God bless us please...Thanks Jesus

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