MY WISHES FOR THIS CHRISTMAS

I got the call fom the bitish company for the second interview.I will see how is it going tomorrow.
To be frankly, I keep remember him these days. I dont know what he has which made me crazy for him. You know what he brings to my life? Sparks...
I back to work, but it is nice so I can get my self confidence back, then I learning to speak english properly, hopefully I can do it better, then I try to lose my weight,This is because of him.He bring back that spark to make me live again.
THANKS!!!!
He is very impressed me, especially when people said that he is a sweet bastard but for me, He is nice and my taste.I think my cross path to see him again..brought me a lot of changing in my life.
Hope he is now in happiness and not too lonely..
I wish I could send him something for christmas..but he is always on my mind,thats more than enough.
I wish, happiness for him in this christmas..Love you always.

Clarence, Rutger and Willem


DHARMAWANGSA HIGH TEA

I had a gathering yesterday with all the mothers of Hockey Team. Thanks to Julie who always has something for us, she is so smart to arrange this , that..Thanks JUlie.
The kids are also like to play there, huge garden, jumping castle, food are ok also.
Pity I didnt get any pic for that now..I always want to bring my camera at least I can get a pic in any moment I had.

SUN DAY


Gosh..my brain keep thinking about him POUTANT
I feel so quiet and lonely..wish he remembered me today..but it is impossible I think.
I miss him a lot..really want to see his face again.I also keep asking myself how could I like him?
I feel also guilty because I played him once..I was not supposed to do that.I didnt know that he is looking for a serious relationship.
Whos gonna be th elucky girl..I wish I met him before I got married.

DIVE TRIP

Just back from Shangyang Island..one day trip with Aurelie, this is the last dive (maybe) with her, but we plan to meet in Japan next year (hopefully I can effort the ticket). This trip was nice, especially the first dive, Viz was ok,I saw turtle and some creatures which very interesting.
The second one was not toobad but only the viz was not clear.On the way back the wave was quite rough but I have experienced already some times with it.
Now, I am writing my blog, tired and sleepy but still remind me of that bloody guy..miss him.

INTERVIEW

I got an interview today..hope they will accept me.Seems its a good company British company.
I feel so drop today, not in the mood, get angry easily..dont know why..also I couldnt sleep for a week.wake up in the middle of the night and couldnt get back to zzzz
Terrible!!!!
Tomorrow am goin to dive again with my old buddies and also farewell for Aurelie, she is going back to France and get another job in Japan.
Now..I am so sleepy, I was starving then I grabbed my lunch box and finished them in 5 minutes.

THE 20'S PARTY
There was a party for Santy and Elmar last night at Batavia Cafe.David was also joined us, hhmm not so easy to be a naughty when your boss is there.
It was nice..dancing, wine,food and laughing...
Today I just went to see Sandra, I feel sorry for her son bas, his finger was cutted off from stuck on the chair, I can imagine how did she feel. I remember when Willem's arm was broken..I did feel like I just wanted to cry and cry, I feel so horrible frigtenen. Thanks God, the surgery went well with Bas.
Then I bought some present for Arno and Laura, its christmas so I feel I need to share the joyfull of this festive season.
Willie is leave for france..hmmm bloody cold baguette country.
Tonight I still have a party with my kids...
Jingle bells Jingle bells..they are start to singing that song all day..or Rudolph the red nose rain deer...
I like when christmas is coming ..Peace on earth ...
That Pic when willem was lying on the hospital..Poor my little boy

RED CRAP


THis monday so quiet, sleepy and tired and bla.bla..
Went diving yesterday with Yeni,Bob,Charlie and Rob..Very nice to meet them.They are all canadian but scotts originally.
The first dive was bad..current was so hard and wave so rough, we went to ship wreck and I saw some nice fish..but DAMN I didnt see turtle even Charlie honked me so many times. I just focused with nudibranch and also got headache from last night party..too much wine and went to bed at 3 after that woke up at 6.
It was nice to meet new people and talking to them...
I am happy also my face turned to be red hope it will stay longer until one week.
Last saturday I had a party with some friend who are leaving for good to France...one of them is Vincent..hik hik..my toyboy..
I met THe "SURFER" Gank..wow..Thomas with his bandana..look so sexy and naughty!!!but wait..wait...NICOLAS with his messed long hair up and his shirt..he dance so well and his butt so sexy...even he is a bit petit for guy..NO PROBLEM.
He kissed me..YES!!!!! but not french kiss yet...
Well...I am now still deadly tired, try with all my power to forget the bloody "scots"guy even hhikk hiik..so painful.
Ok..Girls time for working now..get up get up...
This week will be full of party...NICE
lAST WORDS..I met dave last night...whow

CONFUSED

Sometimes I feel jealous to see other people who their life goes so smooth. I mean like Ratih, she is fine with her life,having two kids,hubby, her life is just well and went well.I think mine is also fine, good hubby, two lovely kids,good job, many friends around me but something I miss from my life..dont know what it is.Actually I miss the sparks,sort of that feeling..
I think about to see my best buddy in the state, he will work there from february so another exuce for me to visit state.
Its been for 2 weeks I stayed home so many things to do also at my office everybody are so hectic to finish this job.I love for being busy.
Also I plan next week want to go for diving, after one month paused from it.
Well..actually I am still curious or remember whatever it is lah...about the bloody guy from scotland..I am crazy..am I