LEBARAN IS OVER AND TIME FOR NEW MAID...

A week after lebaran, my maid went back to their village, I was very happy when I saw their face to get some THR and present for their parents..but dont be too happy, after one week, you will get a news from them, Ibu, I can't work anymore because my parents asked me to get married or, I am still ibu so I will be delayed to get home...

Like what happened to me recently, One of my maids, texted me ( see!!! what a good technology, maid using a handphone) I have a bleeding so I will be delayed to back home..

I actually feel very pity to see them because They live so far away from their parents just only for earning some money.That's why I dont act just like a big "nyonya", I always want to share my happpiness with them, because you know, without them in your house..just like a hell!!!!..(thats Indonesia, can't live without maids).

But they always have something to surprise you...sometimes you feel they dont respect you for what you have done and given to them...oh la la....

I got a new one, you know what she said to me...my friend said hopefully I got a "bule" husband so I can sleep in air conditioned room...whuatttt???????

I only just ignored her because if I replied or comment her words...thats make me in a same level as she is....

Anyway, I need them and they help a lot with the household things....so I should thanks them for it...

MOLA MOLA

DIVING IN TULAMBEN AND NUSA PENIDA

Just back from trip with theresia,Gerry and Herman..the craziest divers...

it was really great for me, can called it is a climax for my diving experiences

First dive, we made it in tulamben, we did 4 dives there included night dive, for the first time I didnt feel nervous and scarry because I know I was with capable and trustable persons, the second trip we went to Nusa Penida, first in PAD Point, we did a drift dive..but the last dive is....

MOLA MOLA, it was really really amazed me, because you know, its a kind a trophy for divers when you can see them, but for us ( gerry and Me) we are still an amateur divers so it is a really really great and lucky...

www.naturalsciences.org/.../underone.html

www.glaucus.org.uk/Sunfish.htm

click this for more infos...

We were very very happy for it and we made a small celebration, so we spent an hour for massage (no massage plus plus Ger...!!!) you know, before the massaseurs starting to massage us, we just falled asleep...until I hear sounds pak..pak...it was Herman who was falling into his deep sleep and after that...DOWS TIME...

The day after that, we rent motorbike and went for a tour to Ubud (Gerry, our culinair instructor) hahhahaha.....we stopped by police and no choice we share our 50.000 for them, and then shopping shopping.....

For me, for being around these people, I feel I really become myself,this is my place..

we dont talk only a rubbish thing and big big gossip..

Herman,Gerry and Theres..cant wait for next trip...

I love you guys....

Laura and Matthew

When we were teen 8 years a go

Mum and baby

Here is another picture of my friend Laura and Matthew..
We both are a mum now, soon we come to Paris, my kids have a companion for playing there..
I miss you Laura and Arno and of course baby Matthew

JOBLESS

Wah rasanya udah mulai kesemutan setengah badan, kalo nggak ada pekerjaan...

PD mulai turun, otak mulai buntu dan mood mulai naik turun, seperti ada gejala PMS setiap hari.

Enak sih, bisa bangun siang (kalau gue bisa,yang setiap harinya gue cuma bisa tidur kurang lebih 5 - 6 jam), bisa ke fitness setiap hari ( gue baru aja daftar ke fitness club baru, dan tahu apa yang terjadi, gue baru dateng sehari abis itu...males!!)

Tapi kalau gue udah "hang out" sama temen temen diving gue, mulai deh, yang namanya keringat dingin, perut seperti kesemutan,mata agak kunang kunang..hhhmmm gue tahu, pasti PD gue mulai turun...

Gue merasa beruntung banget, gue bisa diving, dimana mayoritas orang orang yang menyukai olah raga menyelam, biasanya otaknya 3/4 terpakai sibuk dengan pekerjaan, jadi kita juga ngobrol isinya hal hal yang bermutu, nggak cuma gosip,obrolan tegangan tingkat tinggi...

Gue berpikir untuk mengambil sekolah lagi, tapi apa ya...gue suka komputer, tapi gue suka juga dengan business yang bisa membuat gue travelling....

Perasaan gue udah mulai bosan dengan kumpul kumpul di COFFEE BEAN dengan biaya yang nggak sedikit untuk sebuah pertemuan yang gak ada isinya..paling nggak gue bisa mengeluarkan sekitar Rp.50.000 sampai Rp. 75.000 untuk sekali datang...

Dan gue juga, kelemahan gue adalah, dimana gue bisa seperti kecil sekali, kalau gue ketemu orang yang pintar dan tidak sombong, gue sendiri suka salut sama orang yang pintar ,otak banyak isinya tapi gak sombong...

ngomong ngomong tentang sombong, gue juga mengakui, kalo diri gue sendiri ada kesombongan yang datang sendiri, nggak tahu itu untuk defense diri gue atau karena gue udah tidak merasa click, dengan lawan bicara gue...

Rasanya susah untuk mencari temen yang pas untuk orang seperti gue, yang wataknya keras.

Tapi gak tahu lah...disamping itu gue bisa kok menjadi sahabat orang yang punya hati tulus untuk menjadi teman gue, yang jadi pokok permasalahan adalah...susah mendapatkan teman yang punya hati tulus..hehehhehe thats human being I think...

Gue masih terus berpikir apa yang selanjutnya gue kerjain untuk membuat diri semakin bertambah pintar...gue berharap bener bener,supaya gue diterima di SABIC...Jesus please help me.