YELLOW

This is very funny..
I watched the band with some friends, they played one song from coldplay, suddenly I failed in love with them...hmm maybe its from the song not with them anyway..

beside the palyer is also good lookin..whatta:-)

I have a strange feeling recently, I have some friends actually they are nice but I dont know why that I dont feel that I belong to them.
I am thinking not to make a mistake again so I try to understand them or maybe I lost my confidence, or maybe I have too many rules with my principles.

What should I do?

when you feeling blue..turn your music on and listen to your "coldplay"

my minds straight away fly to london...

thinking of him...

walking with him along the river

telling him that I was looking for him

every night in my dream......

hmmm I miss him

FEAR

Kadang datang dalam waktu seminggu, terkadang lebih dari kurun waktu itu.
Tapi takut itu selalu ada, di hati ku
Kepada siapa ya, enaknya bercerita?
terlalu mellow mungkin, tapi pasti sesudah menangis sendirian, rasanya lepas sekali.
Sulit dan capek....
Sangat menikmati, waktu diving dimana bisa sendirian, teringat anak anak, mendatangkan rasa rindu!!!
tanggung jawab dan beban rasa serta rasa bersalah dan berakhir pada rasa takut.
Selalu sendiri, seperti waktu kecil
Semoga willem dan luisa, menikmati adanya aku sebagai ibu mereka...