BAD DAY


Went to the office and something happened to my colleague so I went with her to the hospital.
Then I join my groups in Dapur sunda for having lunch, I saw Imas there but you know..I lost my feeeling to her since she is too passive and no initiative as a friend ( thats what she called) and after a few times rejected me. Then I sit in the middle, Stientje is starting to yell at me with a joke, but maybe because I was not in a good mood, so I am bit sensitive but I had to overcome my feeling, and I tried to compromise and dealing with the situation.
And later Imas come with her "special" menu, I teased her, waduh...how come you still have such a menu like that since you married to expatriate ..frankly..I only pointed that words to someone ..but now I realized..it is not really my business..they can have what they want..thats what I learned again today.

But about Imas and me, I actually really like her, she is a nice girl but sometime I was tired to see her because she never call me, never text me for saying hi or how are you?....we texted to

each other for coffee or when she is bored at home...am I wrong? or did I ask too much as a friend??

I never know her, she never told me what is she doing, what is going to do??

really...its a bit strange...I can understand if we live apart but come on dong ahh we live just 15 minutes away to each other...

Maybe I was to easy person and Etty right, she said I shouldnt give a damn to other people , I only need to think my family, myself and my works..

The worst things are, I asked 2 or 3 times to Imas, to arrange my kids to play with her kids...and you know what she said...

I will ask Albert, I can understand it but could you find please a smoother words than that..

F@#$....I I feel rejected by my own friend..that was really offended me...

Anyway, I still have to learn a lot of things and I am also a human..thats why I said, I really need a friend now...God..yes that is my trully friend...