ENCORE LA FETE???? OH LALA MON DIEU
Last friday went to the party of Leong hup and we ended up in bugils, met Nita and her friend...then..mabuk.
I felt so terrible, headache,dizzy and my stomach was so uhhhhhh throwin up so many times...and ? you are gonna give up wines??? hhmmm one its ok lah??
On saturday, we went again to the party of Sandra and Eric,was great music was ok, not too hot but I was not so OK so we went home early (at 12) and I just went sleep directly...
Also today, another party for MAX and BAS, I was a bit stress because I did organise the things but sandra called me with loudly voice, and my brain start thinking...oh no..not now..at the end of our time, I dont want to spoil again this relationship...
so I was a bit panic, keep calling the guy who is the leader of this group.
I tried to calm down and try to understand that Sandra is in a hurry and she is also in stress. Finally everything is OK, the kids loved it and mom are also happy....
Now I can do inhale....
To see her sitting in her big house and try to forget that she will leave at the end of this month, make me feel so sad. I think my friendship with her is meaningfull to me. She taught me how to be "stricht" and how to respect the friendship. I rememmber she once got angry to me, because I didnt show up with my promise, and I "was" too many excuses..but I understand that I was not supposed like that.
I should respect other people and be honest to your self, if YES and if NO just say NO.
Now Sandra, Would like to thank you again for everything..your scolded, your loudly voice and also your shoulder to cry on...THAT MEAN MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR ME....
I LOVE YOU SAN
ps...
According to bestfriend...
I am a bit fed up with Maya, because I think she burned the bridge..I did effort all my self just to be her "real friend" but its only one way..she betrayed and denied me so few times..THAT IS ENOUGH FOR ME
Imas..
always come from my side, once I asked her..why you didnt call me..I am scare that you were busy..is that what we called a "friendship"???
I will get angry if she call me while I am busy???
One thing I learned is...
Never trust anybody...so you can imagine how I feel now...to see Sandra leave from here..my heart is broken!!!!!!
Last friday went to the party of Leong hup and we ended up in bugils, met Nita and her friend...then..mabuk.
I felt so terrible, headache,dizzy and my stomach was so uhhhhhh throwin up so many times...and ? you are gonna give up wines??? hhmmm one its ok lah??
On saturday, we went again to the party of Sandra and Eric,was great music was ok, not too hot but I was not so OK so we went home early (at 12) and I just went sleep directly...
Also today, another party for MAX and BAS, I was a bit stress because I did organise the things but sandra called me with loudly voice, and my brain start thinking...oh no..not now..at the end of our time, I dont want to spoil again this relationship...
so I was a bit panic, keep calling the guy who is the leader of this group.
I tried to calm down and try to understand that Sandra is in a hurry and she is also in stress. Finally everything is OK, the kids loved it and mom are also happy....
Now I can do inhale....
To see her sitting in her big house and try to forget that she will leave at the end of this month, make me feel so sad. I think my friendship with her is meaningfull to me. She taught me how to be "stricht" and how to respect the friendship. I rememmber she once got angry to me, because I didnt show up with my promise, and I "was" too many excuses..but I understand that I was not supposed like that.
I should respect other people and be honest to your self, if YES and if NO just say NO.
Now Sandra, Would like to thank you again for everything..your scolded, your loudly voice and also your shoulder to cry on...THAT MEAN MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR ME....
I LOVE YOU SAN
ps...
According to bestfriend...
I am a bit fed up with Maya, because I think she burned the bridge..I did effort all my self just to be her "real friend" but its only one way..she betrayed and denied me so few times..THAT IS ENOUGH FOR ME
Imas..
always come from my side, once I asked her..why you didnt call me..I am scare that you were busy..is that what we called a "friendship"???
I will get angry if she call me while I am busy???
One thing I learned is...
Never trust anybody...so you can imagine how I feel now...to see Sandra leave from here..my heart is broken!!!!!!
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