Evelyne and me in Brisbane

Listening to my 'ColdPlay' this morning when I woke up, my mobile showed me one message with unfamiliar number...what this early morning...
then I got a miss call from Evelyne..Very sad, she found out that her husband cheated on her..
I dont know what should I do, but I feel also her pain, her tears and her feeling so down.
I am worry about her....be strong sis...
Actually, I am also confused about the love..why people should lie about their feeling, I know also its not very easy to be honest..(with me?) yes marriage life is not easy...
But what should we do? we should try to pretend to be happy stand next to our couple? or we just hang on for the kids? where is the happiness? many people said that happiness is coming from your self..if you have fought for it and still couldnt find it...what should you do..
Is somebody can explain me what is the meaning of love..Merder! why it still coming into my heart where I know I cant reach it..
I always wake up with strange feeling to him, why I called it strange...because I feel it so strong and I dont know what I have to tell about it, this world is so big and I just have two feet, should I fight for my happiness? what about people who live around me? I am tired... miss u Ian