My terrible day....

Think I need some days off to be alone, or I take willem to Singapore just two of us , think will be very nice..
I dont understand why still feel like this..thats why I never like to fall in love with someone.
yesterday night chatted with Yeyen and Ade and then maya came also. Maybe am going again for diving this sunday, feel so bad and miserable..
I dont like to get this kind of feeling like this, I dont want to miss someone, I don't like to sing a kind of romantic song, an act for a desperate woman...stupid and unreasonable...
Thats why I avoid to get close with someone...
Need to hurry, I have an appoinment with Imas for lunch in setiabudi building...
Shit you know what, one of my colleague always listening to Ari Lasso, that lyrics get the point of my feeling today....Merci pour le gentil a moi
Better I keep looking for my wonderful instructor lahhh...Mas ABI..guanteng rekkk..this is we called the rejeki..